Dream, Believe, Survive

I admit I’m a great fan of Starstruck (I actually express it). I always patronized show business, especially these reality-based shows. From start until end, I never miss a certain task or episode. In showbiz, you can’t avoid having favorites and hates. And when you favor some of these artists, you are dying to know every single detail about this star. It’s just plain addicting.

 

I always remember the famous tagline of Starstruck: Dream, Believe, Survive (Believe in the power of your Dreams and Survive). It became my philosophy and I hold up to it. For every possible ambition (Dream) I know that it can somehow be achieved (Believe) and I’ll do all my best to get this (Survive). See?

 

Speaking of dreams, when I dream I consider those as “visions”. I always observe that the events happening on my dreams will “come” to reality after a long period of time as an insignificant event. But lately my dreams are becoming weird. This morning I just dreamt that I lose eight green teeth! I’m not that untidy but what do green teeth mean and why the eight of them AT THE SAME TIME? I don’t know how to interpret those; I just hope they were not bad!

 

(I am happy for Iwa Moto’s continuing success and Julia Clarete’s “comeback”. But I’m somewhat sad because of a reason even I don’t know: I just seem low in energy.)

Semester Report (1st Semester AY 2006-2007)

It became my norm to write such reports, I don’t know why… I think it’s really for self-analysis and self-actualization. To make the story short, this is my report.

 

Academic Analysis:

 

Math 60 (Pre-calculus): I’m not serious at the moment with this subject. That’s why my grades are just at the average. I want to be on top, really. But I’m just plain idle so I can’t make my grade higher in the matter,

Previous: **

Rating: **

 

Philo 1 (Philo Analysis): I thought this subject will be that difficult but I just breezed the subject. The professor’s nice at giving grades…

Previous: ****

Rating: *****

 

Nat Sci 2 (Geo and Bio): I confess, I snored the Biology part. I’m almost at the verge of failing it. I know I won’t. I hope.

Previous: *****

Rating: **

 

Kas 1 (Phil. History): Oh my goodness, I don’t know if I will flop this! Gotta review. Hope I won’t fail!

Previous: **

Rating: -

 

PE 2 (Judo): Aw… I miss this subject. Even though I haven’t done my best on the finals…

Previous: *****

Rating: ****

 

Comm 3 (Speech Comm): I’ll also miss this subject…

Previous: *****

Rating: *****

 

Social Analysis:

 

Friendship Stat: New friends! Yahoo! Found them at the audition line!

Previous: ***

Rating: ****

 

Professional Stat: Maybe Starstruck is not meant for me…

Previous: ***

Rating: -

 

Love Stat: Is there really?

Previous: -

Rating: *

 

Semester Report for 1^st Semester, complete!

 

~edj

Make Positive the Negative by Multiplying Another Negative...

I would love to add myself to the characters of Lemony Snicket's "Series of Unfortunate Events". Well, you implied it right, after all this time, I became unlucky this past few weeks! Let me blow some of them...

1. Missing buses.

Well, it's hard to ride a bus on a Monday because that's the time more people move to the city to work or just set an "adventure". It's just this typical Monday that I hated because all buses at that time went full-blown! They just never got a space for another passenger to sit (or better yet, stand). I was late for my first class, I knew it. And on that same Monday...

2. Hazardous quiz

Five minutes before the passing of papers! And to yet another great misfortune, I left my notes where I got my answers! (The quiz was a bit open-noted) So I still have to think and let my mind bleed! Oh, d***, just answered half of them! Good thing the quiz was just for bonus purposes and not recorded! And still...

3. Terror mom

She just gives me the creeps! Well, it's my fault anyway. Doing "mistakes all the time". That's why I'm in impending danger if I will I still have to join...

4. Starstruck 4: The Next Level

...because I need her sign there! My father is far away working. I have confidence that I will sort of "pass" the audition but I'm too idle to work on the papers. And more problems like...

5. History and PE exams

History is always a drag! I thought it became my fave subject when I was in High School but I get difficulty in reviewing! And PE, oh my goodness, backbreaking! Snap down to my ribs! Ouch!

6. End of Semester...

I won't see my crush when the term ends! I don't know if we will still be classmates, I wish for it to happen! I'll miss my crush!

7. Forum malfunction

There's a forum that has malfunction. Well, it always had been like that. Oftentimes, that site becomes unaccessible. That's a great problem... Poor them, I was starting to hate the site... Fix that!

I guess that was that...

Graduation '06

Top 6 + someone... (there he is at the lower right...)

grad pix...

My Newspapered Life...

Haaai... My life is a newspaper. well, every life is a newspaper. Not only one event occurs in our lives. Even though there are some that we think is the only event happening on us on that particular day. Actually, it's like an anime... Has so many fillers... Hahaha! And these are my news...

 

 

~In Love Again... To the nth Time... And Forbidden Once Again...

~Transfer of Schools... A Deal or A No Deal?

~Two Moons? Or Not Really?

~Happy Birthday, Iwa Moto!

~Starstruck 4, Here I Come!

 

 

In Love Again... To the nth Time... And Forbidden Once Again...

~Yes, I'm in love again... And again, it's forbidden... Why forbidden... Okay, let me talk as if I was talking to that person that I love... "S***! I love you! I know the differences between infatuation and love... And, I love you, I can't explain why! I want to look into your eyes! I want to sit beside you and hold your hand! I want to be with you when I will sleep... But... I can't love you and I know you won't love me... Let's just be friends, perhaps?" How melodramatic! When I love a person, I'm always the one who gets hurt!

 

Transfer of Universities... A Deal or A No Deal?

~My mother and I talked about my university transfer...Not because I don't want to study in UP anymore... Well, I don't wanna study, I felt that a little bit because I fell UP is homing a lot of gay people, militarians, activists, Janus-faced officials, treacherous armies, and boisterous dispatchers, to name a few, which I really hated! I said to my mom that I want to transfer to ADMU... She refused, of course. But I felt that I want to enter there, even though my friends said that it is a socialite school, you know, it's "Posh" when you watch the show on QTV 11. I said, I don't mind. In fact, I;m one of them. But what scared my intestines out of me are these lines... "I left my scientific calculator at home, I'll just buy at the shop for a moment..." Back to the mainline... My mom insisted on my grades, when I passed, I stay in UP (or she may consider ADMU) but when I fail, I'll drop to Bulacan State University... (I don't want there...) So I face a dilemma... Is it a deal, or no deal?

 

Two Moons? Or Not Really?

~August 27, at 12:30 midnight, Mars will come very close to Earth that the latter will seem to have 2 moons... I wanted to believe that because it will not occur again on this century... But one of my classmates blurted out that it was just a fad because that will be impossible to happen... How sad! I hope to see it! Like fantasy movies and games with the epic 2 moons, wow, I wish it will happen!

 

Happy Birthday, Iwa Moto!

~August 29 is the birthday of my love Iwa Moto! All Iwa fans, rejoice, I declare it a holiday! Woohoohoo! I love you, Iwa! Well, to state, I started to hate Jackie Rice when she said that she was humble and good... Is that humility... And another, they say that there was some sort of error in the announcement of the Ultimate Female Survivor... They say Iwa really won, but the hosts blurted out jackie Rice! If that was true, how demeaning! Unfair! Give credit to what is due!

 

Starstruck 4, Here I Come!

~Finally, my dream is getting closer My ambition draws near... GMA will now hold auditions For Starstruck 4: The Next Level! I guessed the subtitle almost right, because I predicted during SS3 times that the subtitle for the next will be "The Highest Level" I need to train to pass the auditions and be pickes as one of the Final 14! Goodluck to me! I'll act, dance, and host my way to stardom!

 

The End!

~edj

National Schools Press Conference in Aklan, 2006

Me and Marge...

Boracay fever!!!

Shots of the Narcissist

Huh?

My Pix... Nuff said...