Fun and Torture Well-Mixed

I have this nice dream... I want to document it so I won't forget it...

My Physics crush (from now on be coded as JaDe) was in my dream… Here goes…

I was riding a van to home. I saw inside my High School classmate who was friends with JaDe… I was so shocked to see JaDe… Distinctively out of nothing (or whatever), I held JaDe’s hands, only for my hands to be held tighter. 8D We were holding each other’s hands until I arrived home. Well, JaDe accompanied me home, and I can remember it was my left hand JaDe held so much tightly. I don’t know but I just blurted out that I have to let go of the hand because I am afraid my parents will catch me. Now that is weird… o_O

This afternoon, out of nowhere, I saw my crush in the Math Institute (from now on be coded as XVee) and, yeah, I saw XVee walking… Unconsciously, I approached XVee and poked the pin on the ID lace hanging on XVee’s neck… What’s fun to think is… XVee poked that pin out of no reason. Is it just me? Or is it really just XVee’s habit? I don’t wanna think hard about it…

Our loyal dog, Olive, died. Sad~… T_T

This last remaining part of the semester is more torture! *sigh* I just need a break, dude… T__T

Legal and Ready to Strike...

Yes... You've read it right... I'M LEGAL! (A/N: Legal = age range of 18 to [positive] infinity).

I've been hugged lately by Aki (thanks!) and that's one load of my wishlist... What wishlist? Here they are...

• Date
• Kiss
• *Hug (given by Aki)
• Be the center of attention
• Talk to "someone" [as usual, si Aki lang nakakaalam nito. ] Clue: 4-stars
• a Toyota car
• a Canon digi-/video-cam
• a condo unit
• a calculator suitable for the Actuarial Science Exam
• Meet Ali Larter in the flesh
• a load of bittersweet chocolate bar and bittersweet chocolate ice cream. In short, I want a bittersweet chocolate.
• high grades this semester
• to find myself (ang pinakamalalim at pinakaseryoso na wishlist)

*sigh* Shun is now dead... I wanna kill Ice now... Grr..

I wanna start writing my 14-14-14 novel, after 2 years, but I still can't I have no time and enthusiasm to do so... T_T

Pic of the day/week? Hmm... This may be good... Ali Larter...

Electric Thoughts

"What do you think, this is my first day?"

~Elle Bishop, Cautionary Tales, Heroes

 

So, technically, OUT OF NOWHERE, I am composing this blog entry when I should be doing my Programming Project...

 

First and foremost, I'm not expecting any presents (whatever that meant...)

 

Second, I will be kicking ass... Haha, no, not now, some other time, punching bag...

 

Third, the main story line... Uh... I just told you about my dead hamster, Aerol. I bought another paired, named Lei and Shun, but Lei died by cannibalism. Sad... But at least what left is a male and a female. I just have to wait for the mating season...

 

On the two coming occasions, you won't be seeing me in red nor in black... I hate Valentine colors... (Damn Clear...)  I'll be wearing green for the next two days... Swear...

 

Will it be all right for me to lambaste? Haha, don't blame me though... These are just some thoughts...

K made me depressed...

P made me pissed off...

V gave me hope...

X made me go emo...

And recently,  J made me go blank.

Lovely letters... Tsk tsk...

Oh, yet another...

This morning, I saw A, and I got jealous... T__T

I want Elle to fry me...

 

I don't know why love moves into me as such... But I guess the Horse is unlucky in love, like the "experts" say... I don't know... I just want to stop myself... I just want some friends, and instead of growing up in numbers, it's more of they are decaying exponentially... I don't want that to happen... Gomen nasai, haru-kun. Mianhaeyo, lanz.

 

Enough of the drama... I guess I should grow up by now and not hog all the people...

 

"I'm seventeen years old and I've never gone on a date. Never been on a roller-coaster. Never been swimming. And now you know everything there is to know about me. I don't have the luxury of being more interesting than that."

~Denji, from Elle's dialogue, Four Months Ago, Heroes

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The Good, The Bad, The Cute, The Ugly

Condolences to myself... Aerol died... T_T Ice killed "him"...

Now I hate my only hamster... Well, not really, but at least I recovered from the shock. And she bit my finger. Ouch!

My schoolmate from High School (Jovitte) passed the UPCAT. Congratulations! 8D

*sigh*... and the "main story line"...

January 7 is my "Valentine's Day". Why? Everything related to that thing so-called "love" happened on that day. It is actually the time I saw my morning crush for 5 minutes straight, the time I sniffed and gaped at my noon crush, and the time my afternoon crush's eyes and mine met. ^^ And before I took the bus home, I ate at Chowking, and my table number was 143. Sweet...

And this is the weirdest dream I ever had.

January 13, in the wee hours of the morning, I... well... dreamt. It was in a house in a village with my ex-housemates, este, co-apps (How I miss them and my senpai-tachi, especially... Hmmm....) And we were in a "theatre practice". I just said to some instructor I never saw in my dream that I will go out for a while, and after a while, when I returned, they were gone, except for a number of people. Saying that the program will start. At some moment after, I was in the front seat (as an audience) I saw in my left the very sexy, beautiful, and alluring Ms. Iwa Moto. ^^ To my right is a Jap guy I know. But I never knew he was "horny" (in the dream) because he kept on rubbing his rod (ooops... adult content). When I saw him at that instant, I turned my sight away from him to Iwa. Then I smiled, because it's Iwa in the first place. 8D And I was shocked, because the guy at my right (not named "for protection". LOL) Suddenly he forced me to lean down to him, he pulled my hand (to which I tried to pull back since...) and he forced my hand to rub his crotch. Ö I resisted, but he is so strong that *I dont want to put the words. T_T* and he said the words, malaki? After which I tried to sit properly but he prevented me and his hand tried to reach mine *very creepy*. Of course, I stopped him, but to no avail. He did it, and said that same word. And I heard the people at the back shouting. I was shocked! Until the shouting faded to the my pseudonym (Denji) then it fades further to silence. And then the "program" started.

Well, that was a creepy dream. I didn't stood the last part one bit. O_O

And I passed both my Math exams. ^^

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