2nd Week: I Tried My Best, But...

1. I can't hold on to what I feel. It's somehow a good thing that Regina told me about my personality results, that I am "intelligent, but you let your heart rule [over] your head". I've been stinking in that department all this time. I confessed my feelings to someone last weekend and, I tell you, it was the most horrible confession that I had for this last 3 year. But we do talk now as we do before, as if nothing had happened, which is good. Unlike before... :(

2. My exams haven't reached 80%. The good thing is that I passed, but it's still not good enough. Hindi pwede and 'pwede na'. It's my fault that I'm not really that serious in reviewing my notes before.

3. I really can't understand Korean lessons anymore. I said to myself before that I will master Hangugeo (Korean Language) during Christmas break. But I got sick during that long period. And now, I even have shorter time to do so. To add things up: I failed my first oral quiz. Our teacher keeps dictating in Hangugeo and I really can't understand even a little. :'(

1st Week: Dreams About Couples

Fictions-kuno:

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Daniel went straight to the canteen to have a helping of cup noodles. It's been a long time since he's eaten one. He is about to sit in the quiet corner when he heard buzzes and screams. From the sounds, he can tell that something romantic is going on. He looked outside and he saw a bunch of people gathering together. Then they dispersed. He looked who remained at the site. He saw Rondo and Ursula. He somehow lost his breath and felt his cheek flushing. He also saw Mileena in there. With what he'd seen, he decided to know what's going on. So holding his cup noodles, he walked outside.

As he was walking to curiosity, Barbara suddenly bumped him from his back. She apologized to him while flashing a huge smile and walked away to Rondo. As he goes near, he can hear his own heartbeat. Omega suddenly appeared from his back, telling him that Rondo and Ursula are now a couple.

Silence.

Much to his surprise, Daniel dropped his cup. The contents spilled over his black rubber shoes. He can feel the scorching pain in his left foot, but he ignored it. He flashed a big, fake smile and congratulated the couple. He picked up his cup with angst and went straight to the trash bin.

His tears rolled down his cheeks, murmuring the words, "Rondo, if that what makes you happy, then so be it."

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After a long time of studying and after days of not going online, Daniel turned on his laptop, Niki, and decided to surf. He went to one of his favorite sites, Plurk, and he saw a lot of unread entries. He decided to read them one by one. When he saw X and Y having a lot of entries, his face was suddenly painted blank. He reads the responses on the comments. From the looks of it, X and Y seemed happy.

"1 new plurk update".

He clicked that link, and he saw X's entry, affirming what his hunch is telling him: X and Y has good love-lives again. What shook him was the fact that X and Y are together again as a couple. Daniel was happy, of course. He shrugged himself that given the fact that he wasn't online for days, many things could have happened.

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You know that I just got well from my sickness, but I still don't feel that healthy. I've been thinking all of this time, and I'm forgetting to smile again. I'm depressed. This may be the side effects of the drugs I'm taking.

Recently, I feel different about my Math subjects. It's as if I'm having inverse feeling on all Math subjects. I now like Math 171, Math 197, and Math 150.2, unlike before. And it's otherwise for the other subjects. And I still hate the fact that I can't remember my Korean lessons, starting from Lesson 1 of the previous semester.

Now that I'm having weird dreams, is it fate's way of saying that I need a partner now?

My [Possible] Schedule of Classes for the Next Semester

Note: This is not yet permanent and is subject to change...NOT! This is a do-or-die schedule!

Schedule
Time	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday	Saturday	Sunday
08:30 AM-10:00 AM		Math 162 THR		Math 162 THR
10:00 AM-11:30 AM		Math 171 THU		Math 171 THU
11:30 AM-01:00 PM		Math 197 THV		Math 197 THV
01:00 PM-02:30 PM			Koreyano 11 WFW		Koreyano 11 WFW
02:30 PM-04:00 PM		Math 123.2 THX		Math 123.2 THX
04:00 PM-05:30 PM		Math 150.2 THY	Math 110.3 WFY	Math 150.2 THY	Math 110.3 WFY

Remarks:
1. Still waiting for a good schedule of Math 199.1.
2. This means I'll be in overload status next semester.
3. That may mean I'll be in minimum-units status the semester after to give more time for research.

The First [Few] Day[s] of Classes

I can’t believe that it is my third year in college. In fact, I will graduate next sem! Well, approximately…

 

Tuesday:

Math 122

~Takenouchi-sensei is kawaii… That’s it. Hahaha! No… By some blows of gale (or in other words: since I am interested in Differential Equations), I became interested in studying the course.

Physics 10

~I have to sprint from MB to New NIP to go there. We experienced difficulty in finding the room. We met Dr. Alonzo, and ate inside the room. After a while, he said that one rule is that we shouldn’t eat and drink inside the classroom. Well, except for crackers and water (I brought nachos and iced tea inside).

Koreyano 10

~Another sprinting session from New NIP to AS. Our instructor is like a typical Korean: he wore polo, pants, and a hat. And the first session gave me nosebleed.

Math 123.1

~Little did we know that this Advanced Calculus course is really an Introduction to Real Analysis course. Ma’am Roque is the laughs, believe me.

 

Wednesday:

Math 110.2

~I can’t believe Sir Basilla taught that “well”. Math 140 (one of my classes last sem: under him) is a mess. From the start of the session, I’m expecting more from Linear Algebra. Good start, indeed.

Math 150.1

~What 150.1? Where is the prof?

The 6 Threats of the Semester

Yup... Read it right... THREATS... I'm talking about my subjects for the semester, though.

P.E. (Taekwondo): PHYSICAL THREAT

C'mon, I CHOSE it. So I should <3 it... But the prob is... Our instructor is Korean. What's wrong? Nothing. Except that... You know... I call it "nosebleed sessions". Figure out for yourself why.

Physics (Electromagnetism): DROWSY THREAT

Or is it threat of drowsiness? Whatever... I just can't understand what our professor is saying. The worse part? She's from the evolutionary line of Drowzy and Hypno. o_O

Mathematics (Vector Calculus and Series): CARELESS THREAT

Darn... I could have aced the exam, I COULD HAVE!!! Darn mental blocks... Darn another exam... Darn integrals? Hmmm... I should love integrals...

Mathematics (Geometry): NOT A THREAT

Goodness! Why are you on the list on my threats!? You are the last one to threaten me! LOL. Geometry is so easy, like... auto-LOL-zzz... Ü

Mathematics (Abstract Algebra I): MAJOR THREAT

Oh no! Professor, where art thou! We are in the verge of failing! Imagine having 2 out of 10 sessions... Ö

Computer Science: MECHA THREAT

A stupid pun for MEGA THREAT but, oh well, we are dealing with computers here. And I hate logics and logistics. And, once again, syntaxes... *faints*

LOL, But I love all my subjects. ^^