Friday, August 3, 2007

Random Thoughts

*sigh*… It’s way back then since I last wrote a blog entry. Now, I am writing. Problem is, what to write? My first consultation? My failed exam? My perverted professor? Unexpected results? News delay?

 

Yet again… *sigh* I don’t know what to write. I don’t know obviously, do you? You might find wasting your time reading this. Anyway… to start things…

 

I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE my forehead protector! *shows forehead protector with a big grin* I wear it almost everyday as a part of my accessory and I wear it in my, well, forehead (at my neck at some instances. :D) You might say it’s kinda embarrassing to wear such stuff at a university, but I’m just saying that, “Nah… University of the Philippines [UP] students won’t care; never would!” So frantically, I was walking in every street and every lobby and riding in every vehicle and no one really cares! (except for a gal who pokes my protector when I’m wearing it, let’s just name the gal Kristin Regina Casas. :p) But then again… there are some people I’m noticing that they’re noticing my protector. [redundancy attack!]

 

At one time, when I was walking, I saw this guy flashing that big smile when he was walking towards the direction where I came from. I knew he was smiling at me because at some intimate distance, he just smiled! I “shivered” a bit, really! I never expected that! Another instance: I walked along with Cheska-sempai [from my High School] to Palma Hall [the infamous <College of> Arts and Sciences <Building>] when we came across Jamie Co [my classmate in Communications 3] with her “friend” [I guess he was her boyfriend only… CHIKA MINUTE!] who was a friend of Cheska-sempai. Of course we did the usual hi’s and hello’s but moment we walked away, that guy called and attention and said “Di ba ikaw ung sinasabi ng kapatid ko, yung may forehead protector?” [Aren’t you the one with the forehead protector my sibling told me?] I was S-H-O-C-K-E-D! I was the sublime paranoid! Thoughts of some stranger noticing me entangled my mind. Then again, I decided to shrug it off.

 

I just found a boarding house somewhere near my school. And guess what I forgot… my belt! Resourcefully stupid that I was, I used my beloved forehead protector as my belt! Too bad I can’t go around and *shing!* show it off because in the first place, it’s hidden!

 

Change topic!

 

I realized that I love Mathematics like my wife. Swear, I got secretly angry when a friend of mine somewhat said bad things about it! But the good boy that I am, I just let it slip… *sigh* the love of Math! Question is… Does Math love me? I got a 25% score from the first exam, seriously. The once patron of Math way back then is now crying over his damn sheet of paper! [pun intended]

 

But the most random of my thoughts is learning the difficult lesson of life: truth will set you free. Man, I love this someone, so forbidden. I realized I have to say it straight and may even lose our friendship! I’m crying over it these past few days! I’m going insane!

 

See, this is random… Random crap…