Graduation '06

Top 6 + someone... (there he is at the lower right...)

grad pix...

My Newspapered Life...

Haaai... My life is a newspaper. well, every life is a newspaper. Not only one event occurs in our lives. Even though there are some that we think is the only event happening on us on that particular day. Actually, it's like an anime... Has so many fillers... Hahaha! And these are my news...

 

 

~In Love Again... To the nth Time... And Forbidden Once Again...

~Transfer of Schools... A Deal or A No Deal?

~Two Moons? Or Not Really?

~Happy Birthday, Iwa Moto!

~Starstruck 4, Here I Come!

 

 

In Love Again... To the nth Time... And Forbidden Once Again...

~Yes, I'm in love again... And again, it's forbidden... Why forbidden... Okay, let me talk as if I was talking to that person that I love... "S***! I love you! I know the differences between infatuation and love... And, I love you, I can't explain why! I want to look into your eyes! I want to sit beside you and hold your hand! I want to be with you when I will sleep... But... I can't love you and I know you won't love me... Let's just be friends, perhaps?" How melodramatic! When I love a person, I'm always the one who gets hurt!

 

Transfer of Universities... A Deal or A No Deal?

~My mother and I talked about my university transfer...Not because I don't want to study in UP anymore... Well, I don't wanna study, I felt that a little bit because I fell UP is homing a lot of gay people, militarians, activists, Janus-faced officials, treacherous armies, and boisterous dispatchers, to name a few, which I really hated! I said to my mom that I want to transfer to ADMU... She refused, of course. But I felt that I want to enter there, even though my friends said that it is a socialite school, you know, it's "Posh" when you watch the show on QTV 11. I said, I don't mind. In fact, I;m one of them. But what scared my intestines out of me are these lines... "I left my scientific calculator at home, I'll just buy at the shop for a moment..." Back to the mainline... My mom insisted on my grades, when I passed, I stay in UP (or she may consider ADMU) but when I fail, I'll drop to Bulacan State University... (I don't want there...) So I face a dilemma... Is it a deal, or no deal?

 

Two Moons? Or Not Really?

~August 27, at 12:30 midnight, Mars will come very close to Earth that the latter will seem to have 2 moons... I wanted to believe that because it will not occur again on this century... But one of my classmates blurted out that it was just a fad because that will be impossible to happen... How sad! I hope to see it! Like fantasy movies and games with the epic 2 moons, wow, I wish it will happen!

 

Happy Birthday, Iwa Moto!

~August 29 is the birthday of my love Iwa Moto! All Iwa fans, rejoice, I declare it a holiday! Woohoohoo! I love you, Iwa! Well, to state, I started to hate Jackie Rice when she said that she was humble and good... Is that humility... And another, they say that there was some sort of error in the announcement of the Ultimate Female Survivor... They say Iwa really won, but the hosts blurted out jackie Rice! If that was true, how demeaning! Unfair! Give credit to what is due!

 

Starstruck 4, Here I Come!

~Finally, my dream is getting closer My ambition draws near... GMA will now hold auditions For Starstruck 4: The Next Level! I guessed the subtitle almost right, because I predicted during SS3 times that the subtitle for the next will be "The Highest Level" I need to train to pass the auditions and be pickes as one of the Final 14! Goodluck to me! I'll act, dance, and host my way to stardom!

 

The End!

~edj

National Schools Press Conference in Aklan, 2006

Me and Marge...

Boracay fever!!!

Shots of the Narcissist

Huh?

My Pix... Nuff said...

Quarterly Report (1st Quarter AY 2006-2007)

In every way, we should have our self-analysis. This is to monitor our status in a thing that we do. We need to know if we are improving or not. This serves as our basis for our growth. Sounds deep, but what I’m trying to say is that we should keep records if we do not keep personal diaries. Hahaha!

 

Academic Analysis:

 

Math 60 (Pre-calculus): I took up BS Math because I love Math! This is my major subject. Unlike my High School days, the lessons are not spoon-fed, so I get to know a lot from the discussions. I got difficult in adjusting, because in the past few years of my life, my classmates wail towards me before exams. They get tutorials from me. But today, it happens the other way around. I get the difficulties and I seek help from my other classmates. Hahaha!

Rating: **

 

Philo 1 (Philo Analysis): During the pre-enlistment days, it gathered most of my attention! I said to myself I will take this subject no matter what, and it never failed me. You see, I like logic and argumentation that much. But still, I need to know the basics, so I took this one. But sometimes, I notice the lessons backtrack because of some stories that, on the other hand, are essential to the lesson.

Rating: ****

 

Nat Sci 2 (Geo and Bio): Geo and Bio for a whole semester? That will take 2 years in High School! So I took this subject as a challenge for me. It turns out that the Geo professor (the Semester was halved for the 2 subjects) was great in teaching, we understood the lessons easily!

Rating: *****

 

Kas 1 (Phil. History): I loved history because of my High School teachers! They made me love the subject, especially my 2^nd Year teacher. That’s why I took this subject. I gets sleepy just because of the time (which is at noon, actually) but not because it is boring… It gets too fast sometimes…

Rating: **

 

PE 2 (Judo): Wow, a martial art for a PE! I know this sounds tough but fun so I took it. This is one of my best subjects! The body pain is all worth it!

Rating: *****

 

Comm 3 (Speech Comm): Supposedly, I should have taken English 1 (Basic English), but it turns out to have full slots. But still it is a blessing I entered Comm 3. This is where my talking prowess comes in!

Rating: *****

 

Social Analysis:

 

Friendship Stat: I am an anti-social man, so it’s hard for me to get friends. But most people are friendly. Although I want to make friends with others, I fear to make the first move…

Rating: ***

 

Professional Stat: I haven’t encountered a problem with a professor so far…

Rating: ***

 

Love Stat: Huh?

Rating: -

 

Quarterly Report for 1^st Quarter, complete!

 

~edj

Breathing Over Thin Air

Life is a wheel, as they always say. Sometimes, you get on the top of things. You feel that destiny was by your side. You are always lucky and you feel that you are favorable. You become optimistic. But then, it rotates all of the sudden. You go to the bottom. You become indecisive and you curse yourself for the twisted tale of events. You become pessimistic. Sometimes, we even have the guts to be angry with God.

 

But really, life is indefinable and God wasn’t the overall responsible for our losses. We just defined life wrong: we just saw our wrong points of view. God promised us that He will be by our side but it doesn’t necessarily mean that we should be purely dependent on Him and not work for ourselves. We don’t wait graces to fall, they just come. (But maybe they will come with a lot of prayers, perhaps.) What we do is based on the consequences of our actions. Karma: that’s the word. We shouldn’t blame others for our series of unfortunate events.

 

We should sort all our problems. I mean, we should know what really our problem is and what is not. For instance, we shouldn’t worry our debtors if they will pay us or not. That way, we get alleviated of more that half of what we think are “problems”.

 

I don’t know why I keep on telling things. I give good advices to my friends and acquaintances, but I can’t follow my own advice. I’m just making a fool out of myself. My friends have become acquaintances, and vice versa. But I really worry about that too much. Having more friends was good, but losing some is what I can’t take. I consider it as a problem even though I shouldn’t have. I don’t want to lose friends, but who wants that to happen? Perhaps, only a simpleton does! But it’s not really losing, they just won’t keep in touch, but I’m hurt if I don’t feel that I belong.

 

I experience a great jeopardy, or let’s just change the term: dilemma. I want to transfer schools. My parents thought I was influenced by my peers. My friends thought of it the other way around. I, myself, I don’t know what entered my mind and my mind flashed such thing. I really don’t know the reason. But I know that I am contended with where I am studying.

 

I live in my own world of confusion. I really don’t know where I should walk. But I’m clearing my path. And one day, I know to myself that one day I’ll see my own path and I’m going to walk down it, towards my dreams and towards my success.

Diastrophism and Forums and Redundance

Hooray! NK Forums is back! I'm an avid Naruto fan and I usually drop by to give my comments, suggestions, violent reactionds, theories, field effects, etc... It's like a hang-out place for me. Even though I don't know the persons who are there, it's fun to be in that crowd. I mean, it's like tou eat your precious time on that, then luckily you'll meet some friends and people from the same country as yours...

I really want to participate in an acting workshop! I always say this a WHOLE lot of times because I really wanted to. It's like it's calling me. It's like I have the passion for such thing. I want to learn something new. i don't want to be confined in classrooms everyday... I wanna do stints: report, act, host, do bloopers...

Time to sleep, it's one in the morning...

~edj

How Do I Define My Life?

Life... They say that we should enjoy it to the fullest... But what we are doing with our lives? We spend a third of it in sleeping. Sometimes even more when we talk of a sleepyhead... Then a third of what's left was spent in working, sometimes less... Then the third of what still remains was spent in studying... This life sometimes is irrational, but I don't say that I hate it. It's just sometimes, I don't get what we are doing here?

(I'm actually reading the book titled "A Purpose-Driven Life" to ease my mind... Even for a little, I hope more...)

We have been dreaming on what to do with our lives. For instance, I want to participate in an acting workshop (I always say that because I really wanted that to happen) primarily because I want to extend myself on different fields (the secondary was to even have a one-minute fame. Hehehe...). My life never get exciting because I always get dumped down... Friends do not come but they always go... I don't have a lovelife (yet...), and I want my ambition to come true in the very near future. Hope it will happen... I hope, I know I will...