Now that wala na akong viewers uli, I have once again the liberty to rant in here.
Eto muna ang masasabi ko:
F*CK!!!
So heto ako akala ko na nagbago na ako. Akala ko na nabawasan na ng bonggang-bongga ang emotional dependency ko, pero hindi. Para akong nagka-crash diet at may chocolate and peanut butter sa harapan ko pero nilantakan ko parin. I so hate myself today.
Sabi ko pa naman, ayoko nang mauna. Eff!!! Di nga ako ang nauna, naghintay naman ako! Ang sh!t, di ba?!
So bukas, after ng general cleaning, mag-aaral na ako ng 171. Putulin ang plug ng internet at tanggalan ng sim card sila Gaara at Bess kung kinakailangan. Kailangan kong mag-aral. Dahil nararamdaman ko na ang pagbagsak ko pag "inuna ko pa rin ang puso ko sa utak ko". Bullsh!t...
P.S.: Wala na si Daniel Jupiter. Nilibing ko na sya kaninang 5pm. Nakakainis kasi sya. Ang boring nya. Wala syang kwenta. Ang bobo nya. Ang emo nya. Leche sya...
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Daniel Jupiter (Episode 2)
[Pains]
That evening he was faced with a good and a bad thing. The good thing is: X did not really push him away, Daniel just needed to be considerate with someone else's privacy. The bad thing is: he wants to reveal the truth to Rondo but Kristy successfully stopped her.
Daniel's reason for revealing himself is that he does not want to succumb to his past any longer. He wanted to be transparent on what he feels. He wanted to make Rondo notice that he likes him. But Kristy has her own reasons. It's because Daniel has been in this issue a lot of times. Kristy warned him of his past with Marcus Aurelius and Viscount Janus. So Daniel resolved on constraining himself first.
Weekend. As usual, Daniel is in front of his beloved computer he named Niki. It was a typical boring day for him: updating social sites, reading spoilers of his favorite show, visiting some forums, downloading movies, and chatting. It was chatting that was his most favorite... until now. He ignores the fact that he had weird emotional outputs when it comes to chatting, but given a conversation that he saying what to him is true but he was dismissed, he banged Niki. He hates himself for talking too much. He now hates speaking the truth.
In short, Daniel is looking forward for Monday to come.
Or maybe not. His mouth keeps on ca-hooting that he yet, said, another thread of wrong words.
Yes, mood swing it is.
Then comes Monday and the series of academic days for that week. There was a talk by their home college about mentoring and intellectual property rights but Daniel and his friends shoot away before the open forum part of the program has been started.
Daniel, Kristy, and Omega ate at an ice cream store: Daniel's treat for being a Dean's Lister. There they talked about Kristy's problem about her "sex-maniac stalker" Mach I, about Viscount Janus, and about the largest three divisions of their batch. As they discussed that, Daniel came to realize that the factions were the "goody two-shoes" group, the "party-till-midnight" people, and the "whining back-biters". The three of them belonged to the first group and Omega, by her powers of intuitive precognition, said to them that the other two groups were annoyed with the first one. He also realized that he was the easiest one among them and Omega was the hardest one to find "imperfections".
With only three to four hours of sleep, Daniel woke up Tuesday morning. As he sees their table, he saw that only a few slices of bread were left. He decided to eat a little then eat at school.
Another school day, another round. Having problems with computer, reciting most of the time, falling asleep while gaping at his sensei, and a hardcore homework that was never done.
He had issues with this assignments because he thinks he can't solve it. Even solving on an empty room's blackboard won't help, but he envisioned himself doing his thesis.
The next day, 11AM. He's should have been waiting for a ride to his school but since his parents were out for the meantime, and since he was a horny rabbit at that time, he did his deeds and left by around quarter to noon.
He decided to have lunch at a Mexican-inspired fast food and ate. Much to his surprise, he thought he was running late so he hailed a cab. Much to his surprise, yet again, he's still not late. In fact, he still had plenty of time before his Foreign Language class. In short, he wasted precious amount of money.
Later that afternoon, Kristy yet again shared her problems about Viscount Janus and a certain pervert named Mach I. Daniel advised her some things but after that, he is thinking how to raise his guard since he is also involved with her problems regarding those two, especially the viscount.
The next day, he drank beer when he got home from school. He thought that drinking that time is okay since his class tomorrow is in the afternoon and he thinks he is depressed. After a few hours, he can't sleep due to excessive headache and eyesore.
The pain persisted the next day, even on his class. He was plain lucky that the recitation given to him was too easy.
He thought a lot that noon. Kristy, again, confided to him about her problems with Mach I. Then, he thought about the viscount. He thinks it's time for him, Kristy, and Janus to talk about certain things. But he's putting himself to dilemma if everything went alright...
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Will Daniel and Kristy get a chance to talk and make-up with Janus? Tune in to Daniel Jupiter!
Friday, November 14, 2008
Daniel Jupiter (Episode 1)
[Oscillations]
Daniel feels excited about the coming week. since that week will be his first week of classes. He is kind of annoyed with his schedule, though, since he only has one class on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.
Monday. Daniel came too early to school, since his class was in the afternoon. He was finishing some payments. While he was to eat at their home college, he saw Rondo: one of his crushes for the longest time. He remembered dreaming about Rondo, but he knew it will never come true. It was until Rondo greeted him, "Dan-J!"
Daniel preferred that nickname, Dan-J. When he heard that, he turned to whom called him that, then he saw Rondo. He blushed and pretended he was reading something. Rondo and he were having a conversation, Daniel smiling inside.
That day was the time of the week, because in his class there will his fate be decided: Algebra, Geometry, Analysis, or Discrete Mathematics? He is still not sure what to work on, but he narrowed himself to 2 choices.
The next day was revolutionary to him. It's a mix of something he misses and something he wants. He missed waking up at 5:30AM. He missed having lunch breaks. But he sure did wanted that break, for it was not long. His day started with his computer class, on which he was enthusiastic about. His interest class came next, and he found that interesting. His class with sensei came next, and he was happy meeting sensei again.
Then lunch break, it was the first time after a year that he ate lunch with his friend, Omega. Omega was a dear friend to him because she helped him a lot of times regarding his "problems". So on the canteen were Daniel, Omega, and Kristy, another friend of Daniel to whom he shares his problems with.
Next was his class about Analysis but he can't concentrate a bit since he was excited about his next subject. It was about Statistics and he was surprised that his gay professor there was wearing a... headband. Surprisingly, according to Kristy, that professor of his just hauled a "long" lecture for the first time.
Nighttime. He was interrogated by X, his online buddy. He was scared as hell. He thought X will kill him for something he didn't do. He was dizzy. X... Y... He didn't knew what to do. All he knew is that he's doing nothing. Until X told him that he wasn't angry at him, much to Daniel's relief.
It was also that time that Daniel realized what he feels. He realized that he just wants attention. He realized that what he felt to other people in the past, to Y, and now to X, is not love after all. He craves for attention. And he was mad when he doesn't get what he want. He realized that he had this hunger. So he knew he has to control if not eradicate it.
The next day was a disaster. It was his Korean class. He failed his recitation. There he realized that he didn't get the grade that he expected because of recitation. He might have perfected the exams but he was jabbed by the oral ones.
So his first week turned out normal like before. Everything was normal except for his emotional aspect. Before, Daniel was a bit aloof and shy. He doesn't want to take risks. But now, he was taking risks. And now, his journey of life begins. Trust. Friendship. Principles.
Friday night, he was shook up. He and X were talking when the latter half-shared his problems. Daniel tried to help but X pushed him away, the latter saying he can do it by himself. Daniel understood, but he was shook up already. These events, these never happened before in his entire life. Now, he has to make right decisions.
And he took one step further.
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A/N:
Dan-J's life is as chaotic as the storyline, isn't it? What will be his next plan of action? Watch for it next week! Daniel Jupiter in E-D-J. "Admit it, we all suck. Literally and figuratively."
Daniel feels excited about the coming week. since that week will be his first week of classes. He is kind of annoyed with his schedule, though, since he only has one class on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.
Monday. Daniel came too early to school, since his class was in the afternoon. He was finishing some payments. While he was to eat at their home college, he saw Rondo: one of his crushes for the longest time. He remembered dreaming about Rondo, but he knew it will never come true. It was until Rondo greeted him, "Dan-J!"
Daniel preferred that nickname, Dan-J. When he heard that, he turned to whom called him that, then he saw Rondo. He blushed and pretended he was reading something. Rondo and he were having a conversation, Daniel smiling inside.
That day was the time of the week, because in his class there will his fate be decided: Algebra, Geometry, Analysis, or Discrete Mathematics? He is still not sure what to work on, but he narrowed himself to 2 choices.
The next day was revolutionary to him. It's a mix of something he misses and something he wants. He missed waking up at 5:30AM. He missed having lunch breaks. But he sure did wanted that break, for it was not long. His day started with his computer class, on which he was enthusiastic about. His interest class came next, and he found that interesting. His class with sensei came next, and he was happy meeting sensei again.
Then lunch break, it was the first time after a year that he ate lunch with his friend, Omega. Omega was a dear friend to him because she helped him a lot of times regarding his "problems". So on the canteen were Daniel, Omega, and Kristy, another friend of Daniel to whom he shares his problems with.
Next was his class about Analysis but he can't concentrate a bit since he was excited about his next subject. It was about Statistics and he was surprised that his gay professor there was wearing a... headband. Surprisingly, according to Kristy, that professor of his just hauled a "long" lecture for the first time.
Nighttime. He was interrogated by X, his online buddy. He was scared as hell. He thought X will kill him for something he didn't do. He was dizzy. X... Y... He didn't knew what to do. All he knew is that he's doing nothing. Until X told him that he wasn't angry at him, much to Daniel's relief.
It was also that time that Daniel realized what he feels. He realized that he just wants attention. He realized that what he felt to other people in the past, to Y, and now to X, is not love after all. He craves for attention. And he was mad when he doesn't get what he want. He realized that he had this hunger. So he knew he has to control if not eradicate it.
The next day was a disaster. It was his Korean class. He failed his recitation. There he realized that he didn't get the grade that he expected because of recitation. He might have perfected the exams but he was jabbed by the oral ones.
So his first week turned out normal like before. Everything was normal except for his emotional aspect. Before, Daniel was a bit aloof and shy. He doesn't want to take risks. But now, he was taking risks. And now, his journey of life begins. Trust. Friendship. Principles.
Friday night, he was shook up. He and X were talking when the latter half-shared his problems. Daniel tried to help but X pushed him away, the latter saying he can do it by himself. Daniel understood, but he was shook up already. These events, these never happened before in his entire life. Now, he has to make right decisions.
And he took one step further.
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A/N:
Dan-J's life is as chaotic as the storyline, isn't it? What will be his next plan of action? Watch for it next week! Daniel Jupiter in E-D-J. "Admit it, we all suck. Literally and figuratively."
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Daniel Jupiter (Episode 0)
[Prologue: Throwing Emotions]
Daniel Jupiter looks like your average student. He's tall, he's dark, but he thinks he's not handsome. A normal college boy who wants to be a teacher someday. Wait, make that a Mathematician.
His head started to have hot airs since he solved the Mystery of the Who's-Boyfriend-is-Who. Well, he's friends with the couple now. But he acts like a Biologist, observing his guinea pigs on how do these love birds make it happen.
Monday, November 3. Daniel is practically bored. But he's too excited for the enrollment. But, then again, he was frustrated by the new enlistment rules. He thought that the "Enlistment with Ranking" was cool, but he thought about the "Intent to Enroll" otherwise.
Days passed as he snoozed. At the snap of his fingers, it was Wednesday. Enrollment. He woke up, expecting a lot of frustrations. And frustrations he met. He and his fellow Math Majors were trying to open a new section for the 3rd part of Abstract Algebra. But afternoon came, and their plan failed. The excuse was there was a lack of professors.
On the next day, he paid his tuition. On the line he met Katrina Halili, known as Kat, and Jewel Mische, known as Jel. The girls promptly cried by one of his nicknames, "El! El!" He cried back, then he went back again to the end of the line to have chitchat with his Theater classmates. After they had paid their tuition, they went to a mall to each and to watch a flick. High School Musical 3. Mixed emotions ran through Daniel's mind. At the end, all he said to himself was, "Cheesy love-thing."
That night, he can't sleep. He was waiting for his online buddy Y to send him an SMS since Y told him he's going to tell something to him. He forcibly opened his eyes until he received that message. His heart stirred, confused.
Friday passed but what he did that day is to beg his teacher to add him to the Korean class, where his teacher agreed. Well, he was to pay but he realized he was at the wrong line. Stupid non-risky being.
So basically, he's waiting for Monday to come.
That night, he cried. He confessed to Y, the second time, on what he feels. But he was aware that what he feels toward Y is not that romantic love. But unlike the previous people, Y did understand what he feels, and Y shared his own problems to El (Y also calls Daniel "El") the next night.
He was crying to God to direct him, to correct what he feels. But after that, he felt light. The feeling of mushiness has gone.
Then he prayed.
This Sunday, he was waiting an SMS from Y. But none came. It was not unusual, but Daniel did not understood. He decided to throw his soft side away, no matter how hard it is for him. Because at that moment, he understood, that friendship is not two-way.
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What's the mystery behind Daniel Jupiter's "eccentric" problem? Tune in to Daniel Jupiter! Season premier airs on Friday evening, only here on E-D-J, because "Admit it, we all suck:. literally and figuratively."
Daniel Jupiter looks like your average student. He's tall, he's dark, but he thinks he's not handsome. A normal college boy who wants to be a teacher someday. Wait, make that a Mathematician.
His head started to have hot airs since he solved the Mystery of the Who's-Boyfriend-is-Who. Well, he's friends with the couple now. But he acts like a Biologist, observing his guinea pigs on how do these love birds make it happen.
Monday, November 3. Daniel is practically bored. But he's too excited for the enrollment. But, then again, he was frustrated by the new enlistment rules. He thought that the "Enlistment with Ranking" was cool, but he thought about the "Intent to Enroll" otherwise.
Days passed as he snoozed. At the snap of his fingers, it was Wednesday. Enrollment. He woke up, expecting a lot of frustrations. And frustrations he met. He and his fellow Math Majors were trying to open a new section for the 3rd part of Abstract Algebra. But afternoon came, and their plan failed. The excuse was there was a lack of professors.
On the next day, he paid his tuition. On the line he met Katrina Halili, known as Kat, and Jewel Mische, known as Jel. The girls promptly cried by one of his nicknames, "El! El!" He cried back, then he went back again to the end of the line to have chitchat with his Theater classmates. After they had paid their tuition, they went to a mall to each and to watch a flick. High School Musical 3. Mixed emotions ran through Daniel's mind. At the end, all he said to himself was, "Cheesy love-thing."
That night, he can't sleep. He was waiting for his online buddy Y to send him an SMS since Y told him he's going to tell something to him. He forcibly opened his eyes until he received that message. His heart stirred, confused.
Friday passed but what he did that day is to beg his teacher to add him to the Korean class, where his teacher agreed. Well, he was to pay but he realized he was at the wrong line. Stupid non-risky being.
So basically, he's waiting for Monday to come.
That night, he cried. He confessed to Y, the second time, on what he feels. But he was aware that what he feels toward Y is not that romantic love. But unlike the previous people, Y did understand what he feels, and Y shared his own problems to El (Y also calls Daniel "El") the next night.
He was crying to God to direct him, to correct what he feels. But after that, he felt light. The feeling of mushiness has gone.
Then he prayed.
This Sunday, he was waiting an SMS from Y. But none came. It was not unusual, but Daniel did not understood. He decided to throw his soft side away, no matter how hard it is for him. Because at that moment, he understood, that friendship is not two-way.
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What's the mystery behind Daniel Jupiter's "eccentric" problem? Tune in to Daniel Jupiter! Season premier airs on Friday evening, only here on E-D-J, because "Admit it, we all suck:. literally and figuratively."
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