Sunday, October 26, 2008

Dapat Ba Akong Matuwa?

I can see it coming.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I always do it wrong. I'm on the verge of yet another breakdown. I can see my doom.

Supposedly, Aquarius's element is air: meaning, I uphold freedom and I can do what I always want. Yes, I can always do what I want but I opted not to because I'm emotionally and socially weak. Water embodies me more, since I just let myself be formed, or rather, be a product of my environment.

I can see my doom. I don't know what to do. I can't do nothing but pretend I'm okay. I'm tired of waiting. I have to face it with all my strength.

I'm waiting for the second sign of my impending doom. The first already happened. T_T

23 comments:

  1. yeah, but the world still lives. Earth is an immortal sadomasochist.

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  2. i know. pero minsan i want to go to the moon. zero gravity. staring on earth.

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  3. kunsabagay, tama ka... pero masaya na rin tumalon-talon sa moon. :P

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  4. yea it is. gs2 k ng ganun. para sken npkserene sa moon.

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  5. pwede na rin. lagyan mo nalang ng dagat, buhangin, saka isang coconut tree. no, srsly,... nalulungkot na naman ako... O_O parang... ang dark ng atmosphere. maybe i should also check the moon at some time...

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  6. kanina nagstay ako sa rooftop. walang moon. puro stars den suddenly blanket of clouds came. umulan na T_T nkkbdtrip.

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  7. talaga? parang hindi ganyan ang nanay ko...She's Aquarius din...hmmm *thinks*

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  8. i have days like this.

    matulog ka, makinig ng music, matulog ka, manood ng anime, or... hmmm... ano pa ba? ayun! matulog ka. XD effective 'to... promise.

    at kung saan mo man nabasa yung mga tungkol sa aquarius, anggaling naman nun. aquarius din ako at tama yung pinagsasabi ng binasa mo!

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  9. i know western astrology. i kinda have a background... ako kaya ang astrologist nung HS pa lang ako. :P

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  10. sayang naman. maganda sana kung mahaba-haba pa ung naging stay mo...

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  11. then tell me, bakit hindi ganun ang nanay ko? She's born on Feb 2

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  12. slamat naman at sinisiryoso mo ang pagtawag sa akin ng regina. 8D

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  13. may other factors pa, like kung anong oras xa ipinanganak, or something.

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  14. ay ganun...pano kaya ako? I'm virgo and 6am ako pinanganak?

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